We all yearn for a change in the elements of our future/past. It seems that as humans, we can never quite be satisfied with things in the present. This blog is a written view of the world through my eyes, today. Through time, exposing snapshots of the elements that helped and are shaping my being. My original work is listed under the "Spilled Ink" page. Thank you for visiting.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
I am reaching, but you’re too far
Into to looking glass I delve.
I remove my heart and offer it to you.
Desparate for you in my future.
You are right there, but just out of reach.
Youthful innocence marred by the age of time
Slinking minutes turn into lengthy days, wasted years
Waiting for the right ______.
Immobilized. Here.
I find myself dreaming beyond my means.
I wish to be wild, not in this crummy hole.
Freedom. Far away.
The desperation for love
shall be my undoing
The yearning for that touch
will be my destruction
I have poured out all me
In this bowl.
I have nothing left to offer
Just a handful of oats
And a slice of dried toast.
-
Together we could be delicious
I add the substance
You add the flavour;
Together. One.
-
But you are content
With eating us both
Separate.
So for now we stay friends
I’m sorry
I should have
such useless empty
tragic little words
I wonder did you
ever find
the love you sought
and deeply deserved
If I could have ever
loved another
you would have been
the one
I’ve lost so much
along the way
yet to this day
I only weep for us
I have poured out all me
In this bowl.
I have nothing left to offer
Just a handful of oats
And a slice of dried toast.
-
Together we could be delicious
I add the substance
You add the flavour;
Together. One.
-
But you are content
With eating us both
Separate.
So for now we stay friends
If you’re lost
Than im lost too
Id spend a life searching
In the company of youIf you’re confused
Than I’ll be that too
I need no clarity
When my clarity is youIf you’re scared
Than im afraid too
I fear the day
When I might loose youIf you’re alone
Than im alone too
But alone isn’t lonely
When im alone with you
When she wasn’t looking
A blank page
Is the best poetry
I could ever
Hope to produce